kink..

"vegetarians don't piss me off because they dont eat meat. vegetarians piss me off because they get all high and mighty whenever the topic of meat comes up. because they always believe that the way they live their lives is better than the way i live mine and they have got all the facts to prove it. THAT is why vegetarians piss me off.

you are no better than me because of your diet. you're just a smuck who thinks that they can change the world one salad at a time.

molly's got the right idea. she does'nt condescend people because they eat meat. and when she says she does'nt care what other people eat, she means it, as opposed to the arrogant assholes who use it to try and seem like less of a bitch.

being a vegetarian doesnt make you any better than anyone else. get it through your fucking head."

ORIENTATION_WAS_NUTS I LOVE HIGHSCHOOL. DHS is so huge, it's incredible. i'll probably memorize my route to each of my classes like, halfway through the year. I have a lot of classees in X hall though. which is interesting.

I go from I hall to R hall to G hall to X hall to Q hall to the cafe to X hall and stay there for three periods. excersize? i think so.

X hall is HUGE. and white. it gives you the feeling that you're walking through an insane asylumn and you're the patient. it's sort of eerie. we should paint the walls neon green or something. me and julie.

i met julie today, and let me say, she is genuinely one of the coolest people i've met in highschool thus far. we just seem to click, like we share common interests (music, sports, art, poetry, etc.), some common friends, and even some common jewlery (hers is cooler though.). she told me she had a feeling that we'd get along "really fucking well," and i agree. she's really funny too. and likes monty python. thus i respect her.

met a whole bunch of other people too, as well as reuniting with my bestest friends from middle school. i was so excited to see everyone again this morning when we arrived, i was shaking xD. my opinions of people have definately changed, and i don't have to worry about getting nervous around Frank (you all know him as the notorious Fu-kun) anymore because my interests have shifted ^_^ it's a liberating feeling. i still love all my long-time friends, like shaylyn, kaitlyn, anna, laura, alana, and lauren. they're all so great ^_^.

i did meet a LOT of new people though, what with Caruso, Holy Cross, and Shepard all coming together to form the uber-class of 500 freshmen! Some new faces you should be aware of: Zach, the silent type, but he seems like a really nice guy. Sarah: i've known her for a really long time, but i never really got to know her very well. nicknamed skate (via julie). Chris, from Shepard. John P, from shepard. to him, i am officially "dan's sister". but anyway. he's cool. very tech-saavy. more to come! i love my class! well, most of them xD i can avoid people i don't like now; so many places to hide in that school! it really bites that i have veronica in my chem phys class. i was actually looking forward to chem phys. poop.

So basically, we all got to know each other. i'm not really sure why i was freaking out like "WHAT IF EVERYONE HATES ME WHAT IF I TRIP AND MAKE AN ASS OF YOU AND ME WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF!!!" turns out that's totally not the case. a lot of people actually like me! it's a crazy concept, i know, but it happens. i guess. i'm psyched. highschool is going to be soooo much better than junior high.

i love what i've seen of my teachers, too. mrs. akers is AWESOME. she's HIlarious. She was testing my scales (she's the choral director) and we walked out of the room and i accidentally locked her keys in the room. there was this moment of shock when i closed the door, like, ".... uh oh." i appologized repetetively, and she forgave me (^_^) and shee just went and gott the janitor. we've been laughing about it since (at least she won't forget who i am... right?)

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i look stoned in my ID picture.

i need a haircut. just a trim though, because i'm still trying to grow it out.

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ANYWAY, I LOVE MY HIGHSCHOOL xD

wow.

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that had to be the bloody nose of the century. i was checking my e-mail like a good little girl when suddenly blood shoots out of my nose, getting all over the computer, the wall bahind it, the stairs, and my clothes. so i ran downstairs (got blood on the wall again whoops) and tried to pinch it so it would stop but i sneezed and all hell broke loose. it's under control now. i cleaned everything up.

AND YOU CARE, TOO!

woooo... i hate my life...

WOW. i got like. an hour. of sleep. last night. morning.
i hate worrying about stuff, but it's something that i do a lot (she may seem laid-back but she's actually a REALLY PARANOID PERSON) and it keeps me up at night. i just keep waking up every other second. so my head is being all ELENAIHATEYOUGOBACKTOSLEEP. it's a horrible feeling and AKOJD"PW(EIK"OJ!! bloody nose. *gets a tissue*.

the weirdest thing happened. while we were in Philidelphia on our road trip of doom, we went to the Christ Church Burial Grounds, where as few know, Ben Franklin and his wife are buried. it was the greatest; i love cemetaries. plus it was raining all day, and the temperature was cool enough. so i got this crazy idea to write the spirits of 1776 a letter. so i did. i don't remember what i wrote in it, but i enclosed my return address.

GUESS WHAT CAME IN THE MAIL!!!!! A POSTCARD FROM THE SPIRITS OF 1776! I AM NOT EVEN KIDDING. though it doesn't really look like the handwriting of a dead guy. looks like someone picked up my letter (i left it by a grave) and replied ^_^ in any case, it makes me happy.

i love getting/sending snail mail. diana says she's going to send me a letter! squee~! i got a letter from stef the other day too, they got a dog! ^_^ i'll have to write her back today.
i still don't even know what i'm going put in the enbelope to joe <3 i'll think of something.

ungh. i am in such a sad condition. all that lack of sleep is finally catching up to me. i have a cold and a constant heeadache and have to blow my nose, like, every other second. maybe it wasn't the lack of sleep. maybe it was that air-conditioning in new jersey. i swear to god aunt jen's room was like antarctica at night. and yay for forgetting pajamas. muh.

my eye itches.

woe is me.

you can take the girl out of the gutter, but you can't take the gutter out off the girl.
advil.

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thx for 100 hits! it's good to know people actually get something out of reading my issues XD
i love you guys. thanks for putting up with me.

now playing :: 19-2000 starchild remix :: gorillaz

Peru produces what the world consumes.

just in case any of you are my friends from school, which most likely you're not, here's my schedule for this year. hope i see you in some of my classes!

per_____course description_______days_____room________teacher________
1............English............................MTWRF.....I113................O'Donell
2............Treble Ens./ Advisory........MTWRF.....R100...............Akers
3............P.E. 1-2 A........................MTWRF.....GYM................Myers
4............Algebra 1-2......................MTWRF.....X207...............Anderson
5............H World History................MTWRF.....Q104...............Antanakos
6............Lunch..............................MTWRF.....CAFE...............*****
7............Spanish 3-4.....................MTWRF.....X109...............Gordils
8............Free................................TRF...........................................
8............Chem Phys.......................MW..........X211...............Waring
9............Chem Phys.......................MTWRF....X211................Waring
10..........Free.................................MTWRF.....................................

ANNOYING BOLD FACE DISCLAIMER: ALL CLASSES ARE LEVEL TWO, EXCEPT HONORS WORLD HISTORY (LEVEL ONE). SCHEDULE IS NOT SUBJECT TO CHANGE FROM SEMESTER TO SEMESTER. EAT BAGELS. JOIN THE ARMY.

god. when i overreact, i really overreact. jeez.
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